Monthly Archives: October 2008

Mood: Restless

Listening to: Dream A Little Dream Of Me by Diana Krall

Perspective

–noun
1. the act or faculty of apprehending by means of the senses or of the mind; cognition; understanding.
2. immediate or intuitive recognition or appreciation, as of moral, psychological, or aesthetic qualities; insight; intuition; discernment: an artist of rare perception.
3. the result or product of perceiving, as distinguished from the act of perceiving; percept.
4. Psychology. a single unified awareness derived from sensory processes while a stimulus is present.
Origin:
1350–1400; ME percepcioun (< OF percepcïon) < L perceptiōn- (s. of perceptiō) comprehension, lit., a taking in. See PERCEPT, -ION

So often we look but do not see…we hear but do not listen.

We perceive not with our hearts and minds but through our naked senses.

We trust not our own intellect and intuition but choose conformity to mainstream belief.

No one is to blame because this is human nature.

Some say the only remedy for this psychological conditioning is time. It is only through time that we would gain experience, wisdom, patience, open-mindedness and all the good qualities that come with these attributes.

However, without risking being hypocritical, as much as I would like to believe it’s true, to a certain extent I don’t.

Time doesn’t always make a person better. It can make a person worse.

There is no remedy for this shortcoming. The determination of whether or not we are afflicted with this deficiency is dependant upon our varying levels of affinity to perceive the world, in general, and the universe.

It is arguable that education, upbringing and, naturally, time have an influence on moulding our characterisation but ultimately it is the inner workings of the subconscious mind in filtering, absorbing and processing selective external philosophies, whether good or bad, that help design personal convictions and principles, the very basis of how we choose to live our lives.

To put it simply, the ability to achieve parallel perspectives and, as a result, formulate judgments or conclusions, cannot be taught or learned because it is an innate human faculty.

My argument is not that only a select group has this capability. I believe that all possess this inborn talent but not everyone has managed to harness this potential. The end result of all this is gaining multiple perspectives on a given situation without reverting to a singular viewpoint i.e. looking from the point of view of not only the storyteller and the audience but the story itself.

The next question is, once this potential has been realised, is it used for better or worse?

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On a lighter note, it has been a night of mixed fortunes for my futsal team.

We are sitting pretty at mid-table on 7th position out of a league of 16 teams, having played 8 matches so far.

I am proud to have helped the team win tonight by contributing a hat trick, my first ever in Brissie, ending my goalless drought of 10 months since I last scored back in Kuching.

On the other hand, I’d just like to give a shout out to me mate, Mick Eddy, our flawless goalie who dislocated his shoulder about 2 hours ago, having fallen awkwardly while trying to parry a point blank shot.

He saved the goal but not himself… That certainly put a perspective on things…

Get well, Mick. We’re all behind ya!

Mood: Thoughtful

Listening to: Ironic by Alanis Morisette (Live)

Procrastinate

–verb (used without object)
1. to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost.
–verb (used with object)
2. to put off till another day or time; defer; delay.

Origin:
1580–90; < L prōcrāstinātus (ptp. of prōcrāstināre to put off until tomorrow, equiv. to prō- PRO- 1 + -crāstināre, deriv. of crāstinus of tomorrow; crās tomorrow + -tinus suffix forming adjs. from temporal advs.); see -ATE 1

Procrastination stems from a number of factors, some interlinked, while others mutually exclusive.

These factors include laziness, indifference, ambivalence, ignorance and, to a certain extent, confidence.

The cure to procrastination is two-fold, namely to address the physical and mental aspects of the procrastinating party.

Addressing the physical aspect alludes to actually performing the action in question, without further delay. This requires a considerable amount of physical conditioning and coercion. For instance, I hate taking out the garbage but there’s no one else to do it so I have to do it…

Nonetheless, the difficulties associated with the physical aspect does not equate to the challenges faced when addressing the mental aspect of the procrastinator. Doing something is one thing, but to justify the reasons for doing it and, thus, bringing meaning and purpose to performing such an action provides a more satisfying outcome than sheer coercion. For example, I hate taking out the garbage but if I don’t do it, it’ll stink the whole house…

Therefore, having developed a logical line of argument addressing the general state of procrastination, one should be well equipped to then attempt to identify the root of the evil and resolve the issue.

Unfortunately, no matter how well thought out our theories may be, sometimes life just throws a curve ball at us. Case in point, I have decided to take out the garbage but I can’t find the garbage bin. What do I do now?

Moral of the story: In a world as imperfect as the one we live in, as cerebral as we might try to be, sometimes the pervading logic behind our thoughts and action are insufficient to deal with complex dilemmas that are present in every facet of our lives today.

Perhaps that is the main – if not the sole – reason for procrastination. The inherent need for the perfect solution to our many problems that we cannot bear to face and deal with ourselves. And no matter how long it takes, I’ll just wait for my garbage bin to reappear so I can take out the garbage…

Mood: Restless

Listening to: Art of War by Vanessa Mae

Alert Wallaby, Tweed Heads NSW

Alert Wallaby, Tweed Heads NSW

The untamed soul.

Frantically searching.

For what, only he knows.

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The wild desire.

Passion fueled by inspiration.

His will inexorable.

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The incessant longing.

Hunger from deprivation.

His resolve all the more hardened.

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The restless spirit.

All senses awakened.

Nothing escapes his keen sight.

Mood: Pensive

Listening to: Drifting by Enya

Enchanting Garden, Redcliffe

Enchanting Garden, Redcliffe

A journey through a long and winding path.

No one knows how far it goes.

Or if it will ever end.

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Like a fairytale or in dreams.

The surrounding seems surreal.

Pieces in motion, so lifelike yet unreal.

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The urge to carry on is great.

For there is nothing left behind.

Curiosity overcomes ambivalence.

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At last, a glimmer of something.

So near yet so far.

A destination for the weary.

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What it is, no one knows.

Only time will tell.

For the journey is the destination.

Mood: Serene

Listening to: Adia by Sarah McLachlan

It’s quiet outside.

Only a gentle breeze and the rustling of leaves.

And nothing else can be heard from without.

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From within, I can hear my deepest thoughts.

They’re running through my mind freely.

When I close my eyes, I can see them clearly.

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The sky is clear tonight .

Moonlight softly irradiating its dim light.

Shadows appearing in the dead of night.

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Shadows of doubt set in my mind.

A torrent of mixed emotions ensues.

I try to control the unruly feelings.

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The feeling of despair grows strong.

Deprivation nurturing a sense of panic.

I struggle from falling into the depths.

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I open my eyes to see the night sky.

Despair disappearing from my thoughts.

My mind drifts into serenity once more.